DarkMythril

My automatic defense to anything seems to be to pull my lips back, crouch, and scream/snarl like a fuckin' animal. It's automatic. Same as if you touch me, I will immediately turn around and punch you. It's automatic, and I can do nothing about it. You think I'd, y'know, feel bad ENOUGH about it without you telling me how "out of line" I am, getting up, and storming off. I've freaking HAD IT. My parents should know me better than anyone, having dealt with this for my whole life, but yet it's just the same. They snap at me, tell me it's my fault for being provoked and having a response I can't control, and storm off. Way to take things waaa

Me: If I chose to spend the rest of my life with someone who you considered to be of the same gender as me, would you support me? Would you BE THERE? Mom: I dunno, Cat. It'd take a lot of counseling... Me: That's gross... Mom: What's gross? Me: That it would take counseling. I mean, there's nothing wrong with it... It's like, DOES NOT COMPUTE. Mom: Exactly. "DOES NOT COMPUTE". It'd just be a learning curve. Me: ...Well, I'm glad you're willing to learn, at least...

Waaaah, sorry for worrying. I'm NOT at risk for ovarian cysts AT ALL, so the exam in question would be like 5000% unnecessary. THAT is why I was RAEG. Were there ACTUALLY an issue with my ovaries, I'd go get it checked out, because I REALLY don't need to be in even MORE pain because of them. ...But my ovaries are FINE and NORMAL nurses tell you to WATCH FOR SIGNS of complications. And if they happen, LOL GO SEE THEM. So I'm not being COMPLETELY irrational and am not, in fact, that stupid. ...I'd refuse the exam if I were cis just because LOL WUT. ...The fact that I am not just makes it worse. ...Also, Ash called me a hypocrite. XD This make